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Day four: The job

I got a call in class around 10 am, I was sitting in lecture panicked: It was my magick shop they’re calling me saying I don’t have the job. Oh no, I Don’t have caller ID, or voicemail. What if What if…. The thoughts ran over part of my mind until I walked out the library doors sat down on a picnic bench. I didn’t know so why was I expecting the worst!!

I sat in the sun and made a deal with fate: if someone talked to me then I would call them. I sat in the sun picked away at my muffin and “hello do you happen to have a pen?” the girl from the next table asked. DAMN that was fast! I gave her my pen pulled out my laptop sat down and DIALED.

Again panic set in, what was I doing! Ringing, I asked for Valerie she wasn’t there I explained why I was calling and they suggest I speak to Scarlet. I did and it wasn’t her who called that morning though something led me to call! I got the job!!

I GOT THE JOB!

I am now going to be working part time at a Magickal Supply shop called: Melange Magick! I am excited! When they call back with the details I must remember to thank them! I got so caught up in my psychic moment I forgot to! She was a little shocked as well which its always fun.

Alas I wait for another phone call. Waiting is always the worst part I find… Anxiety! I always prefer to get things over and done with. (This also depends on me tackling my fear as well.) Fear hasn’t let me down yet, if I don’t let it get in the way!!

I am excited.. Imagine I would still be here waiting if I didn’t call. I would probably have given up hope and be quite angry! But I am not all because I didn’t let me scare me!

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