Sorry I haven't posted in a couple of days.. I have been horribly under the weather!
Scary things I have done over the past couple of days:
Going out to a club when I did not feel like it. I mean it was my birthday after all so yes I didn't have a great time. Clubbing isn't really my thing unless its a dark rave or goth/ metal club. But spending time with my sister was worth it. But note to self men are gross and keep them away! I do not find men attractive and I wish I had a stick.. But alas my sister is an amazing dancer.
Another scary thing I did was accept what I didn't know at work! I mean I don't know everything, I know a lot but there are things I don't know. It is ok to ask or simply be told by my boss to read the back lol. I actually love my job it makes me learn and keeps me motivated. It is important to ask! I mean you can give people the wrong advice and wrong information can do a lot of harm. It is important to keep this is mind. When you don't know ask.
Another large stride I have been making is: Stop self doubting, stop projecting my insecurities on others. It is hard when you feel vulnerable and alone but it is important not to project those fears on others. This means don't back away from a situation because you feel like they don't like you/ are bored etc. It is important to hold that fear inside you and wait it out. You have to stand there and think there is a reason why they are there or they wouldn't be spending time with you.
I have to continue to remind myself that not everyone judges me or looks down on me. I am an amazing person and have real joy and gifts to share with the world.
I think people need to read that every morning!!!
Don't be afraid of your own shadow!
AM
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