Sometimes it is not alright

Fear is enveloping me these days: I don't want to go out... N try new things.

I do not want to try so hard.. I got invited to many many parties and I just didn't want to put myself put there and go!

I want to try new things I'm craving it, but I don't have the energy for it.

Even after all my work is done.. N I stand here with nothing holding me back. I think I'm going to venture out tonight. I have nothing holding me back.. No excuse...

If I don't like, I'll go home.
Sometimes u have to talk Urself into doing things...

Sometimes