The moral of the story : guilt
When we don't allow ourselves the bliss of being happy we give others the power over our well being.
Guilt is a tricky thing: restrictions to what were supposed to do, what's "right". If we go against that and act out our will, our guilt creeps us on us. That little voice in your head going: "you shouldn't do that, that's not right". That voice that spins about in your mind and ruins an awesome experience.
Well today is the last day your going to let that affect you. You are going to go out there n act your will. Do things that make you happy! Enjoy the experience while it's happening n share that experience with others! Because you can!
I am tired of the guilt voice saying : but but but... Like I'm sorry this is my life.
As soon as you take back that control that's all that matters <3
So I'm having a wonderful life here with people, lovely friends and new lovers amazing opportunities n freedom. I'm going to enjoy it while it lasts!
Thank you! So will I! <3
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